It's been a while since I wrote in here. Way too busy with life to actually use this journal. Just had a few things I wanted to get off my chest.
Just busy working & communting a lot. Dead end job = can't go back to school, can't live @ home, & can't really have a life.
Finally got to relax a lil bit yesterday. [after driving up & down so cal for 6 hours or so.] Went camping with my fiancé, Brad, & our friends, Rain & Betty Legz. Drank a lil, spent all night trying to keep our camp fire going, & talked about future wedding plans. Before we really started drinking Brad wanted to tell me something serious. I got worried as he started to cry. Basically he told me that he had a daugther with one of his ex gfs & the baby died @ around 1-2 months old. Got carbon monoxide poisoning. I didn't know what to say to him. He pretty much went on to say that he would die if anything happened to our [future] children. This story didn't really hit me completely til this morning though. =\
Anyways, on to better news, Brad & I decided we're getting married @ the Grand Californian Hotel in Disneyland. Mind you it won't be for @ least a few years. But that place would be perfect for us.
As far as our near future is concerned, Brad also decided that he IS joining the Air Force. He wants to be able to take care of us. Not to mention he gets signing bonuses & marital bonuses as well. I'm not 100% for that but I'm ok with it. He just wants me to go with him to a recruiting office to talk about it & answer our questions.
Since I'm updating on my iPhone I better end it here cuz my battery is dying.
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